Good Morning Workout

somehow i’ve managed to refrain from

Sweat

and convinced myself that i really did workout

i Didn’t.

i should have rose with the tinging

laced my shoes that don’t fit any more after the birth

harnassed my breasts that are now

Rounder and Heavier

and heaved my newly shaped post baby body onto the

Workout Mat

in my living room, allowing the TV trainers to tell me

I can Do it!

most days i can force myself up with images of

too Much fat lingering on all parts of the body and lycra-ed in by my

Bathing Suit

but not Today.

i lay watching you sleep on the monitor

wondering if you would follow the old or new scheudle

before

i rose to a pseudo work out

while listening to you

Breathe.